Last week was
rather rough. I suffer from seasonal allergies so you can just imagine that
every symptom started to bring out the paranoia in me. And although I’ve
limited the amount of news I consume, I still had the tightest chest and at
times felt like I could not breathe. I was finding myself feeling extremely
worried for Sean. Sean works for Amazon and is not a person that stresses or
worries easily and well, if he says he’s a bit stressed that’s a major thing to
hear. I’m proud of him for being the person who spoke up and for being the
person who is now in charge of all the social distancing efforts at his job. He
is stressed because with everything going on, he still has to do his job which
is already demanding. But if there is anyone who can assist in the safety of
his employees it is him because he does not play politics. He is honest and
good luck trying to change his mind about something once it has been made up.
We came up with a system that we both agreed to when he gets home from work so
that has helped.
I’ve had to talk
myself down more than I can count but I find that this scripture “For God hath
not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound
mind” said multiple times then taking a deep breath has helped to calm the
anxiety.
Instead of us, I
say me.
Hearing daily about
friends being exposed and having to quarantine and knowing that a lot of them
can’t quarantine properly doesn’t help. Hearing of health professionals who
have lost their lives trying to save others breaks my heart. I’m praying hard
and find myself with tears running down my face as I pray for everyone. For
people I know, for people I don’t know; I just want us all to conquer COVID-19 |||READ
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